The most common and most likely answer to this crossword clue is the 11 letter word TREPIDATION
I've seen this crossword clue in The Daily Telegraph
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What does TREPIDATION mean?
TREPIDATION noun- A fearful state; a state of concern or hesitation.
- An involuntary trembling, sometimes an effect of paralysis, but usually caused by terror or fear; quaking; quivering.
- A libration of the starry sphere in the Ptolemaic system; a motion ascribed to the firmament, to account for certain small changes in the position of the ecliptic and of the stars.