The most common and most likely answer to this crossword clue is the 9 letter word BETHOUGHT
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What does BETHOUGHT mean?
BETHOUGHT verb- To think about, to recollect.
- To think of (something or somebody) or that (followed by clause); to remind oneself, to consider, to reflect upon.
- To meditate, ponder; to consider.
- To determine, resolve.
- (of a thing) Intended; purposed; contrived.
- (of a person) Minded; disposed.