The most common and most likely answer to this crossword clue is the 1 plus 8 plus 6 letter word A TERRIBLE BEAUTY
I've seen this crossword clue in The Guardian
A
T
E
R
R
I
B
L
E
B
E
A
U
T
Y
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The cryptic/wordplay part
In cryptic crossword there's often an wordplay/cryptic part as well.This part involves a more complex hint, such as an anagram, homophone, hidden word, etc.
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