The most common and most likely answer to this crossword clue is the 6 letter word FEARED
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Buddy explains!

The straight part
We know that "Was in awe of" is the straight/definition part of the clue. The straight part is often a synonym or definition, in this case was in awe of = feared.The cryptic/wordplay part
In cryptic crossword there's often an wordplay/cryptic part as well.This part involves a more complex hint, such as an anagram, homophone, hidden word, etc.
Sadly, We don't have an explanation for this specific crossword clue yet.
What does FEARED mean?
FEARED verb- To feel fear about (something or someone); to be afraid of; to consider or expect with alarm.
- To feel fear (about something).
- (used with for) To worry about, to feel concern for, to be afraid for.
- To venerate; to feel awe towards.
- To regret.
- To cause fear to; to frighten.
- To be anxious or solicitous for.
- To suspect; to doubt.
- Pertaining to someone or thing that causes great fear in others.